Tuesday, August 31, 2004
shopping .
--[[dEAr#23]]--
yeaps. just wanna make sure that you're doing fine yah ? might not know what's happening and stuffs. nor be of much help. but please. if there's anything. do tell me kies ? yup. i'm always here for you okay. love ya tons. take lotsa care. miss you.
alright. i couldnt update yesterday cos the computer had problems. and the entry cant be saved. so i'm using the other one now. kinda hard to type. but nevermind. forget about yesterday's entry. was a boring day. talk about today then. kies.
was a superly long day can. tiring. hmmmx. i made it to school after all. didnt want to. but yeaps. last year. so why not. yahs. got to school a lil late. morning was sorta boring. the dance thing ? wasnt that good. total nonsense. then had class time. we happily took photos. hah. what else can we do right. will upload the pics up soon kie. yup. charlene and i got outta school to get something. hahs. totally lahs. anyhows. we got back to school in time for the concert. heh. hmm the concert was okay. well i havent been to the tacher's day celebration for two years. so i cant compare much. yup. went back ta class after the concert for a short while then headed to town.
had lunch then started our shopping. i got a pair of heels for my graduation !! hahs. totally. walked alot can. heeren , taka , wisma , far east , wheelock , isatan. hahs. almost everywhere lah. horrible. but didnt manage to get clothes. gonna continue again tomorrow. we shopped from 12+ till 6 there can. gosh. shopping is terrible. tiring i must say. but yah. gotta find clothes lahs. haha.
yeapps. i got home around 6+ going 7 there. yeapps. anyways. thats it for the day. oh. an e-33 , vodka , bacardi today. hahs. cool ehs. right. take care !
-cowards die many times before their deaths. the valiant never taste of death but once. of all the wonders that i yet have heard. it seems to me most strange that men should fear. seeing that death. a necessary end. will come when it will come.-
+I cant believe we are living the dream
We are diggin that scene
We finally made it through the fire
Something bout you blows me away
Like night over day
We are kissing the loneliness goodbye
Ive been waiting all of my life
Anticipating with every dream every night
Test until this moment
We all share in time
Love is a message
I know Ive got mine+
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:24 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2004
oh man. manchester united scored. lucky for them. or they'll be defeated can. it was a really close game. cool. hah.
yesterday.
hmmm school was normal. that zhang jing was mad again can. like totally. gosh. hate her. it's just my luck to be in her class again. but i dont have a choice. gotta retake the paper. haix. yah. the rest of the day was fine lahs.
after school i went back home to rest. supposedly to meet geral at the mrt station but she went home late. so i ended up picking her up form her place. hah. terrible. i left home around 515. before mum got home. and went to her place. yeapps. went tiong after that. germaine and nove fetched us there. heh. free ride eh. we got something to eat. and cabbed to school with shui jing and yvonne. took a ride from them. reached school late. hah. as usual lah. hmmm some of them wenta play basketball. i studied a lil. but was no help. hah. jia lat. slacked alot that day. haha. we only left the school like 930+ ? gosh. yah. then i went straight back home. was tired.
today.
went to school in the morning for mock. both maths 2 and accounts. man i tell you. it's darn difficult lah. gosh. if i pass it's a total miracle. cos the accounts i practically left the whole of questions 1 and 2 blank. hah. the rest just try my luvk and do can. goodness. i'm so dead. gotta brush up on my accounts. i'm so lost. as for the mathematics paper. it's difficult and i left some parts blank. at least a pass for that it would be fine. the paper one was so much easier can. wah lao eh. die lah !
yahs. after the tests. went tiong to eat. then went on to jurong point with cousin lu. met up with phy there too. spent quite a long time there. walked alot. hahas. i was like half dead. darn sleepy i must say. hahas. came back home about 6+.
didnt really do much when i got back. was tired. had dinner only at 8+ there about. hah. watched some tv. and mum's asking us to study. gosh. darn tired know. keep studying. i'm going mad mad mad !! hah. oh wells. dont have a choice do i ? hah.
kkie. enough of the crap. ending here. till tomorrow. take care !
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 9:37 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
--[[dEaR#23]]--- *
heys innocent girl. juat wanna say thanks for today kie ? really. had a great day. hah. though i was like half dead. tired ! heh. what else can a pig do ? sleep and eat !! hhahas. gosh. anyhows. today was great. love the prezzies loads can. superly sweet. i'm gonna die of diabetes already. heh. gosh, and the quiz ? was matching the hearts with word on them only right ? hah. i never learnt how ta fold hearts that was before. hah. it's nice. thanks for what you done yah ? the ten day letter too. and yeapps. the box is nice.t hat i have to agree !! bleah. kkkie. think i've actually got quite a bt to say. but yah. shprten everything first alright ? my eyes are closing halfway already. oops. yeaps.
so yah. thanks again yes ? loving you to bits and tiny pieces. happy anniversary. -smiles- (:
too much i wanna say
but words are few to express them all
a simple i love you is all i need
to tell you how i feel
i want you to know
that you're important to me
cos i'm loving you more with each passing day
and i'll treasure you for life
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:46 PM
sugar sweetened .
ok. i've got tons to update about. there's loads i wanna say. so please bare with me yah.
wednesday
school was the same. learnt this dance for teacher's day thing. was total nonsense. but i remembered the steps lahs. yeaps. took a bath in school. i always wash up. but this time. top to toe wash. hahas. cool. anhyways. lessons were okay. nothing much though. school time was just plain old boring.
right. after school went to queensway with charlene , yee wai and denyse. they wanted to get tongue studs. took a walk there. and got something as well. yupps. then went to town to meet geral , heather and janice. was raining when we're leaving queensway. so cabbed instead. shared it with dee. got to far east. met them. heather was getting a dress. for grad day i think ? it was nice. hanged around at far east for awhile. then headed to tangs get some food. and went to school.
reached nearly at 630. many things happened it school. really alot. was terrible i tell you. suppose that it wasnt their day ? i dont know. well i hope that everything will go on well for all of them. whether or not it's misunderstandings. i still think that friendships are really important in life. it's friends who were are always there for you. and who understands you best. other than family. so i really do hope that everything will be fine soon. and please dont let anything effect your studies or anything yah. shant say much about it. but hopefully everything would be fine yes ? yeapps. anyhows left school 10 minutes before 9. went tiong and grabbed a bite. then headed back home. reached back home at 10. watched some tv and took a bath. hmmms slept only at 1 something this morning. was doing something. hahs.
today !!
kkie. was superly sleepy when i woke up. literally half dead can. gosh. yup. school was alright. just that certain people are unhappy. haix. i dont know lahs. i'll try my best to help them ? but it's seriously up to them to work things out for the long years of friendship. yeapps. okay. and mrs chua was pmsing super terrible can. my goodness. kept scolding us lah. mad one. but i'm sorta used to it. come on. 4years of her teaching me ? what more can a student ask for. hahs.
righty. after school went to dear's place. stayed there for quite awhile. took a bath. gosh and i almost slept. hah. jia lat eh. yeaps. left her place around 3plus i think ? hah. we had pasta for lunch. right. we're planning to try out everything on the menu ? hah. we are. yah. went to heeren and took neos ! tried out a new machine. hah. it's cool can. there was a sofa can. totally. but it was 10 bucks lahs. hehs. yah. went back to cine. met up with dee for awhile. then went taka. got ice cream and a brownie for mich. then on to tangs to get food. hahs. for dinner lah. after that went school to study.
thoday we got to school much a lil earlier than yesterday. not many people were ther. stayed in the library to study. didnt really study much though. went hard court to eat. and hah. rested there. was dead tired can. no energy. bleah. hmmms we left school about 8+. went tiong again. stayed there for a short while then headed home. came back. packed some stuffs. and took a bath. watched the singapore idol ! hah. was cool. think olinda cho is good ? hah. yeapps. then now here i am ! long long day. i need ta rest. back hurts. yupps. shall end off here then. kkie. take care people !!
replis to tags .
wAnru , shirv , amanda , lousie - hello ! hah. sorry reply all together. cos if it's individual. think the replies would more or less be the same. so yeqaps. reply together. heh. kkies. take care too yah .
novelyn - hmmm i'm still considering ? gosh. i'm fickle. hah. oops. of u see me there tmr. means i bought the tix. of not. then nahs. wo mei you. yeapps. take care !
belinda 75 - heys. why sigh ? dont be upset alright. must smile !! kkie ? must arhs. yupps. take care !!
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:45 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
2moredays
nothing much to blog.
lazy also.
just a short one ?
school's been alright.
nothing much lahs.
prelims timetable is out.
prelims are starting really soon !
gotta start mugging hard.
yeapps.
came home early today.
had tuition till late.
yupps.
shall continue studying a lil more.
theres maths and accounts mock coming up.
the final papers before the prelims.
shall stay for tomorrow's self study.
kkies.
end here yahs.
take care people !
amanda -
welcome. hahs. saw you today.
i did recognize you ! (:
yeapps. take care.
see ya around .
xiao wei -
hmmx i'll try sending it over soon kie ?
is it urgent ?
i'll send them to you real soon alrighty ?
yeap. take care !! (:
novelyn -
ok. maybe i'll go ?
hahs.
actually. half yes half no.
i study for the mock first kie ?
then will inform you again .
yup. take care !
The sky has lost it's color
The sun has turned to grey
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
As I watch the minutes pass
Each one brings me closer to
The time when you'll be back
You're coming back
I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time
Until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That I can't take a breath without saying your name
I can brave a hurricane
And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down
But I can't take the distance
I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:13 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
slack .
In my world before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didnt know where I was going
Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
HapPY biRtHdaY MaY Si !!!
hope you liked the present and had a great day today.
owe you an outing alrighty ?
luck for your prelims !
love ya !! (:
dEar #23 -
thought i'd leave you something ?
yeapps. 3 more days !! heh.
fast eh. from my entry time it's 48 & a half hours to go.
hahs. kkies. i'm crapping. hah.
anyways take care !! (:
love ya tons. -hugg
xiao wei -
hmmmx. how to send you the pics ?
by e-mail or online ?
tell me kies ?
will send them to you (:
take care !!
novelyn -
err cos i have mock on saturday. both accounts and maths.
so yeapps. need to study.
i'll try my best to make it if i can kies ?
will inform you again.
yupps.
take care.
dingdong! -
i missed you too !! loads ! haha.
hows band ? enjoying it ? heh.
anyways m&m's fer me ? hahas. yay !! (:
kkies. thats nonsense.
anyways. take care too !!
luck to those having their prelims currently.
mug hard yah ?
take care !! (:
I'm never gonna leave your side
I'm never gonna leave your side
I'm still holding on girl
i wont let you go
cos when i'm lying in your arms
i know i'm home.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:30 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
great. this other computer of mine can blog too ! it hasnt been able to blog for quite some time. finally it's back to normal. hah.
saturday
had both chinese and english mock. woke up late. and had ta rush to school. luckily i was in time for the test. both didnt go that well lahs. i just wrote in some rubbish. gosh. it sucks i tell you. yahs.
went tiong after the mock with lu and mich. had macs then headed home. lazed around a lil then went town ta meet mum. she needed to do some stuffs. had late lunch too. walked a lil in town before coming home.
had dinner then watched tv. took a bath cos i was darned hot and talked on the phone for ahwile. watched more tv and slept really late.
sunday
woke up early today. despite sleeping like 1+ going 2 am. had breakfast. chaned and packed my stuffs for studying. left home around 1230 for tanglin mall. met liyi and wei ling there. we studied maths or rather did maths. yeaps. had late lunch and talked a lil. studied for awhile then jia yi and gerrie came. left macs at 6 for main town area. wanted to get some stuffs.
so we walked to wheelock then to mango at scotts made a round inside there and on to wisma. i got something for may si from there. yupps. off to taka. gerrie got something. stayed there for awhile and then came back home. hmmms. thatx 6days straight in town. gawd. beat that. hah. terrible.
came back about 8+. had dinner then watched tv. took a bath and continued with tv. know what. the local channels in total of 8 channels were all showing the national day rally. hah. and lucky i had cable to watch. or else arh. die. boring can. flip the channels and you see the same thing. just that it's in different languages. hah. jia lat can. my goodness. heh.
anyhows thats it for the weekend. i hafta pack my things for school tomorrow or mum will start rushing me again. gota wait till my hair is dry before i go to bed. yeaps. sign off here then.
take care people ! oh and all the best to the sec 4Ns taking their prelims starting tomorrow.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:20 PM
Friday, August 20, 2004
finally . updates ! .
Yes you belong to me
im yours exclusively
right now we live and breathe together
inseperable it seems
we're flowing like a stream
running free traveling
on the wings of love
kkies. havent been updating for a few days. didnt have the time to. yeaps. i'll try re-calling what happened for the past few days. hahs. but i doubt i can. oh wells.
wednesday
lets see school was usual. nothing much happened i think ? had pe. played captains ball. and the butterfly on my ear flew. hahs. was darn pain lahs. right. i cant remember what else happened in school. hahs.
anyways. after school. stayed in school fer lunch. then did a lil of maths. after which decided to go town for a short while. so went with mich and pam. wanted to find for something. but couldnt. so ended up getting chocolates instead. oh, and i met miss goh ! hahs. totally. she was scary. suddenly appeared behind mich and i. gosh. yeapps. i went back home around 6+.
i cant remember what i did when i got home lahs. so long. bleahs. memory sucks.
thursday
lets see. school was usual lahs. i sound nonsense. hah.
went town after school with geral. denyse. jenny. met portia. had kfc fer lunch. and sat there for quite a long time. mich came cos phy and pam went off. yahs. we walked to heeren. then to taka. and to wisma. just walked walked walked. was bored. talking to mich the whole time. yahs. left the rest and met luie after her orals. cos she wanted ta get something. fer someone. and i like it can. gosh. and yah. luie spent alot alot !! hahas. jia lat. we got dan's prezzie. then on to pacific plaza to get what luie was finding for. yeapps. we walked a lil more here and there then headed home. got back nearly 7. was darn tired. oh and i saw miss nora too. hahs. first time after so long eh.
wanted to do some maths and study. but i ended up sleeping. hahs. had an early night.
today
danica 's birthday !!
happy birthday !! (:
school was alright. erzi didnt come today. shes sick i think. thats what she said. yeaps. nothing happened during lessons. was alright. english we kept crapping. banging each other here and there. and prom's at tanglin club. i didnt want to go. but they insisted that i should go. i'm still considering about it. yah. had this jc talk. by cjc. was boring ! i dont know why. just didnt have much interest in it. bleahs.
after school. stayed back awhile. cos dan and mich had something on. then we headed to town. went cine food court to eat. got dranched by the rain. freezing. hahs. yeapps. then went to taka look at things. and got dranched again. luie wanted to get something. hahas. and she did. mich and i left them early. cos she was meeting her friend while i wanted to get some stuffs. and i did. i finally did. hahs. luie accompanied me cos she wasnt in a rush to go home so soon. took quite some time in finding for stuffs. but at least i did. heh. left town close to 7.
no one was home when i got back. wenta bathe and watched some tv. then had dinner. supposed to study fer tomorrow's mock but i didnt. will do it after i'm done blogging. or else i'll just happily fail it. damn. think i need sleep ! everything's going haywire. gosh.
anyhows. thats about it. i wanna study now. take care people !
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:47 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
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right. here for a quick entry and i'll be off to do my homework. i have a maths paper to complete. yeaps. school today was fine. nothing much happened. free first hour. did some chem. was sleepy the whole time. hahs. then was chem lesson. we carried on with the practical. but it's still not completed. so nonsense. yahs. then was recess. after that had geog. she was kinda pms-ing a lil. yahs. did some discussion thing. then had maths. left early for photo taking. was darn nonsense i tell you. i stand beside mich fer it. we kept laughing. and that woman kept going last row this last row that. she was like making us laugh lahs. went 1 , 2 , 3 shhhhh. and 1 , 2 , 3 eeeeee. hahs. totally. spent a long time there. the informal was like silly. she just snapped the camera without notice. heh. yah. then was chinese. my chinese teacher, after splitting of classes again is still zhang jing. fated to be with that china woman can. 3 full years ! haiyos. yeapps. CME went to that hall. had some talk by SJC and mrs said about the practical fer prelims.
after school went town with denyse. hahs. kkie. first time out with her alone. went far east. had ljs. walked a bit. wanted to get something. but didnt manage to. still hunting ! hahas. oh wells. another day. had ta rush back fer tuition. was a little late. yuupps. tuition ended late. so dinner was late too. hehs.
kkies. i gotta start doing maths now ! or i wont have time to finish that paper. yeaps. PE tmr ! home that it's gonna be fun ! hahs. games i hope ? yeaps. take care people !!
--[[dEaR #23]]--
heys. hows the tummy feeling eh ? hope it's better. do come to school tmr yes ?! i miss you !! heh. (:
yeapps. it's NINE days ! hahs. so fast ! i'm gonna hunt for something really soon !! gosh. nine days. it's like so fast. hahas.
yeaps. if thursday i cant then friday kkies ? will confirm with you again alright ?
kkies. i needta go off. gotta do homework.
take care !! love ya dear. -huggies + muackies-
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 8:27 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
madness .
hahas. kkies. it's superly early now. i donnt blog this early. hahas. see i'm guai today. came home right after school. hahas. and NO. it isnt raining. hahs. i am good kies. came back like an hour ago ? hahas. bleahs.
school today was alright. been crapping lots. no monday blues. hahas. great. been eating sweets all day. thatx bad. hahs. but i like. (: heh. chinese was first. i decided ta retake my chinese. which means i need a textbook !! hahas. gotta get it soon then. then was english. was okay. she nagged at ur. gawd. hate it when she does. terrible. yahs. was given comprehension to do. need ta complete it later. and denyse is terrible !! gosh. shant go into detail. but it isnt anything THAT bad lahs. just that shes horrible. anyhows. was recess after that. then free lesson !! for 2hours. ate oreos. and studied a lil of maths. and did some english as well. must start mugging hard. hahs. yup yup. then had mathematics. was total nonsense. practically no one in class was laughing except mich and i ? ooops. thats bad. haiyos. fer half an hour we talked and laughed. hahs. yah. next had social studies. and i only went for like 10 minutes of the lesson ? cos someone was in the toilet fer a long long long time. hahas. oh and saw my marks from that silly mock test. gawd. failed terribly. no one could have gotten any marks worse than that. oh wells. i made up the abswer. what to expect righty ? hahs. yah yah. accounts were the last two periods for the day. manz. think she's superly irritated with us. for talking non stop. totally. she kept diao-ing us lahs. hahs. kkie. that wasnt good lahs. but i did listen to her lesson what. other than talking ? heh. mean i know.
yeaps. after school. waited fer mich. then we headed home. phy and luie stayed in school to study. pam and the others. wei ling & co. i think. wenta town. yeaps. came back and watched tv. olympics ! hahas. oh and chelsea won man utd !! hahas. yay.
heh. so thats it fer now ? will end here. think i was talking nonsense lahs. oh. and theres photo taking for band tomorrow ! please remember yes ? and look pretty ! hahahs. ooops.
anyways. take care people !! see ya around.
I'd walk halfway around the world
For just one kiss from you
Far beyond the call of love
The sun, the stars, the moon
As long as your love's there to lead me
I won't lose my way believe me
Even through the darkest night you know
I'd go anywhere for you
Anywhere you asked me to
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to
Your love as far as I can see
Is all I'm ever gonna need
There's one thing for sure
I know it's true
Baby, I'd go anywhere for you
I used to think that dreams were just
For sentimental fools
And I'd never find someone
Who'd give their love so true
But I knew the very minute
Couldn't live my life without you in it
And now I want the whole world
To know
I'd go anywhere for you
Anywhere you asked me to
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to
--[[dEaR #23]]--- *
i never said i didnt give ya chance what. hehs. i said see how first. and no ! i dont wanna die. not so soon. hahas. i dont think you want me ta die right. hahas.
you dont care me arhs. wanna watch. hmmm. i will still say see how. hehs. i will make it kkies. not that i am busy. but i will watch it. i promise. alrighty ?
hmmm. saturday night. your harrassing night ? sure thing. no problem. hahs. my ears are ready. heh.
kkies. and TEN more days !! hahahs.
yupps. take care dear. LOVE you !!
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 4:23 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2004
sunday-
right.
i'm bored !!
havent been doing much all day.
better go study soon.
slacking too much.
hahas.
oh.
mum's coming back tonight.
going airport later on.
hahas.
she went away fer a week.
since last sunday.
kies.
i've got nothing much ta blog.
woke up about 11 something.
then bathed and watched some tv.
went nearby ta get lunch
and came home.
wanted to go out and study.
but the weather wasnt that good.
so ended staying home.
so watched more tv.
the olympics are on.
hahs.
been watching it.
yuupps.
other than that.
nothing else.
boring eh.
hah.
kkies.
enough said.
end here yes ?
take care.
and see ya all tmr.
[[And all my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I,
that I finally found you
All my life I've prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too
I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of baby
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger
You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug
I really love you]]
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 6:08 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
tired !!
heys. yes. i'm super tired now. hahs. wanna stay up and watch the olympics and i dont know if i can stay awake. hahas. shall see then.
anyways. today. i wenta school in da morning for the mock exam. both chemistry and bilogy. was fine. not that difficult. cos yah. i didnt study. hahs. was a short paper. and i completed it early. so we left early too. i went home straight after the test to bathe. the rest went different ways. yup.
came home. wenta pack some stuffs. bathed. changed then came out. mich was hurrying me lahs. haiyos. she wenta meet wei ling , gerrie and yee wai to go east coast while i went town to meet geral.
went orchard library to 'study'. yes yes. i was sleepy. and i did not study. lazy me. was half dead lahs. woke up early this morning. and slept late. heh. stayed there till like 1. then had lunch at yoshi. after that went heeren walk walk. then ceni. then to PS. kkie. i made her walk lahs. hahs. yeap. then we ended up being late to collect tickets fer our movie. ended up not watching anything.
walked back ta ceni to meet krystal , denyse and jenny. they played pool. yeaps. saw steph , eugene and chris. yahs. met juli and denise as well. left town around 6.45 i think ? dont remember. hahs. was tired. had a really long day !
came back had dinner. watched tv. talked on the phone then wenta bathe and now online.
oh and i wanna go WOMAD 2004. and it's like $33 ?! sigh. i wanna go !!! arghs. dont know if mum allows. shall see how first.
kkies. thats it for a saturday. long eh. hahs. yupps. take care then ! see ya.
--[[dEar #23]]--
heys. thanks fer today too ! (:
it's okay about the movie thing. heh. dont worry yahs. we'll see about thursday. cant confirm yet. when thursday's nearing then decide again kies.
and TWELVE more days ar !!
yuppps. take care. love you !
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:53 PM
Friday, August 13, 2004
erzi 's day .
yes yes. friday the thirteenth. it was fine. erzi's birthday. yeaps. so it's 'her day' . hahs. or should i say nu er ? she was acting all girlish can. hahs. details later. school first.
hmmms. nothing much happened in class. had an accounts test today. almost couldnt balance the thing due to a calculation error. haiyos. but anyway i did balance ! yay. yupps. i still dont know if i should retake my chinese again. i'm still considering. no one at home knows about the result yet. not intending to say it just yet. till i decide whether or not i'll retake. should i ?! haiya. big crisis. i dont know if i'll make the effort to study for it and do better. plus i'm on 6subs and i hafta do well for the other subjects too. how ?! sigh .. shall think about it then. any suggestions ?
yeaps. after school wenta town with wei ling , phy , luie and mich. celebrate pam's birthday. went sakae sushi. manz. we ate alot can. terrible. was buffet thingy. just happily eat lahs. totally nonsense. we went suanning people. and they were all jidong lahs. totally. stayed there for a long long time. in total had 35 coloured plates. not bad eh. hahas. jia lat arhs. yahs. then went walk walk for awhile. was deciding what ta wear for the photo taking. hhahas. and we made the not so girl people try on clothes. gosh. phy and luie looked terribly funnaye lahs. but isnt it cool. once in a lifetime you get ta see them in skirts ! or the most girlie side of them. goodness. i cant wait man. hahhas. we shall makie it a point. everyone wears a skirt. or yah dress. hahas. havent decided what we're wearing yet. gotta wait till the briefing first then decide again. hehs. shopping ! bleahs.
anyways left town around 6+. came back. bathed and ate a lil for dinner. then studied chemistry. i still have biology ta study. i'm tired. it's an hour and a half paper. i dont know what will come out or what ta study. haiyos. sian arhs. better start mugging again. no time already !!
kkies. i think i typed a whole lotta nonsense. oh wells. tired lah. back to the books now ! take care people. and all the best for tomorrow's mock ! (:
* replies -
wAnru - heys. i just so happened to be blog surfing. and saw your blog. so left a tag there. hahs. yeaps. you too take care !! see ya. kkies. even though i have no idea how you look like ? gosh ..
xiaowei - hey !! thanks for tagging. i'm still considering if i should retake or not. hahs. yeap. take care yahs. see ya round ! (:
belinda75 - hahs. not found the calender ? heh. then dont find arhs ? heh. not really that important righty. hahs.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:21 PM
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERZI !!
knOwn as PAMELA .
hehs.
have a great day yes ?
hope you liked the present . (:
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 12:00 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2004
results + orals .
heys.
yeaps.
i'm lazy ta blog actually.
just blog the main things yah ?
wanna sleep soon.
tired !
anyways.
got back my geography mock.
i failed it.
well expected.
i didnt study
and made up my own story.
hahs.
yahs.
got back maths algebra test too.
i passed it !
but not that well done lahs.
need ta improve.
got my chinese o level results too.
gawd.
i didnt do badly.
really didnt expect that grade lahs.
sadsad.
think i should retake it.
cos i'm only on 6 subs.
kinda risky lahs.
yeapps.
had english o level orals.
and i didnt do that well either.
the picture description sucks.
i was like 'shit lahs'.
gawd.
i'm so gonna die fer that part.
and i crapped for the conversation can.
the two teachers laughed.
was that good ?
hope so.
sigh.
i dont wanna do badly for orals.
cos the written part sucks.
die lahs.
i'm worried.
gosh.
wenta town after orals.
which was like 4+ already.
had ta buy pam's prezzie.
no choice.
some free and lazy people didnt go get it.
so i had to.
bleah.
came home kinda late
and tired.
hahs.
oh and i watched that prime minster
handing over thing.
and fell asleep.
hahs.
was boring.
yupps.
enough fer tha day lahs.
nothing more happened.
theres accounts test tmr.
hopefully i can do well.
yeaps.
end here.
take care people !
good luck fer orals tmr.
and CAs too.
(:
Replies * -
eUniCa - hahas. then tomorrow happy august 13 ?? hahs. kkies. not nonsense not nonsense. superly nonsense only. hahahs. take care !!
belinda - so you found the calander ? hahas. wheee ! hmmm and seriously. i didnt do a good job lahs. heh. yeapps !! i didnt think the wrong way. heh. -smiles- see ya tmr yah ? take care ..
novelyn - you arhs. throat still pain ? terrible. scream lahs. see. never get well. heh. and i saw the note. ahahs. not nonsense lahs. hahas. thanks for getting the calculator back. hahas. my orals and results. see the top and you know. hehs. kkies. see ya tmr yah ? take care ! (:
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:54 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
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yeaps. studied a lil for accounts test on friday. still have homework not completed. but dont hafta hand in tomorrow. yupps. lazy lahs. dont feel like doing work. hahs. ate ice cream earlier too ! (:
kies. school today ? was okay. nothing much actually. had chemistry in the morning. poor heather got scolded by lpp. think lpp was mean lahs. yah. we did some practical. wasnt completed though. didnt have time. yupps. was pe next. did speed. was lazy. so didnt really run lahs. leg hurts ? hahs. yah. then had recess. both pam and phy werent well. haiyos. then wenta bathe before going for accounts. was late fer lesson. hehs. think she was kinda pissed with it lahs. oh wells. then had english. she went through some compre thingy. as well as orals. yah. then was biology. she went through the ecosystem. had chinese after that. we were all locked outta class. she didnt even come till the second period. nonsense. so spent the remaining chinese lesson + pc at ms puspalm's homeroom. was sleeping. darn tired.
after school went ikea with geral n heather. was funnaye lahs. kkies. left there nearly 5 i think ? cant remember.
yuppps. thats school. i'll be having enhlish o level orals tomorrow. wish me luck ? i hope to do well in it. i suck at picture thingy. sighs. hope it wont be that bad ? oh and it's said that the chinese o level marks will be out tomorrow ? i dont know. hope i wont do that badly either. sighs. shall wait till tomorrow then.
shall go ta sleep now. tired. and i dont wanna end up half dead for orals tomorrow. yuupps. take care people. and good luck to those having ca. and also to those having orals tomorrow or the following days. see ya all.
replies ...
balinda - hehs. best SL of trombone section ? heh. really ? i dont think so lahs. my seniors done better. hahs. anyways i'll smile mOre !! heh (: take care. and all the best for your ca kies ? love ya !!
novelyn - is your throat getting any better. haiyos. drink mOre water alright ? you better !! hahs. and good you didnt loose the calculator. hahas. it doesnt have any sentimental value. just that a calculator is important to me. heh. yupps. i'm not the best SL lahs. hahs. didnt really try my best ? heh. kkies. enough about that. all the best for your ca yes ? take tons of care. (:
eUniCa - hahas. you arhs. nonsense lehs. now happy august 11 . hahs. anyways good luck fer your ca kie ? take care !! (:
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:55 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
mardi . zerothree .
heys.
i dont know when you'll be reading this
but yupps.
cheer up kies ?
dont be sad alright ?
and dont hurt yourself please.
yeaps.
we have each other.
and if theres anything
do tell me alright ?
i'll be there for you.
promise.
take lotsa care.
love my gossip partner !
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 9:31 PM
update .
right. it's been like quite a few days since i did a proper update. shall just do it lahs. or i'll just go on with other stuffs again. sigh.
yeaps. sunday.
i woke up early. really early that morning. sent mum off to the airport. her flight was at 9 something. yupps. then had breakfast then came back home. i bathed. changed then headed to town. met my aunts and cousin. had lunch then walked a little.
went to city hall control to meet cousin luie. nephew phy. er zi pam. marcia. karteka and jia yi. we walked to suntec and had marchè for a super early dinner. sat there for quite a long time. shui jing and gerrie came. yup. we walked around suntec. cos gerrie wanted to get something to change into. yeaps. went to the fountain there. yee wai. liyi and jia jin arrived. had ice cream too. wei ling came. the fire works thing started. only saw like part of it. cos it was darn crowded lahs. like totally nonsense. we walked to millenia [?] walk and waited fer yvonne to come. which was like donkey years lahs. cos there was a traffic jam. totally. yahs. we walked to esplanade. sat there for quite some time. took some pics too. they then decided to fo lau pa sat fer supper. cos they were feeling hungry. so took a long walk. met juli and co too. i left when we reached one fullerton. cos i was tired and i had to go off. since i needed to wake up early the next morning. the rest went on to lau pa sat. think they lef quite late. phy. lu. karteke and shui jing stayed over at pams place.
monday.
mornining wenta school. was early. earlier than so many people. kie. and they were suprised lahs. mean. i dont always come late kie. yeaps. i practised my fanfare. and mardi was a little late. terrible. hmmm. i forced her to memorize her part. was mean. but yah. wanted her to play what. and she did. good. yeaps. the bus ride there was totally nonsense. crapped alot. and i sat on xiao wei's tuba. she was whining away can. but haiya. nevermind lahs. we just crapped all the way to punggol [?]. yah. ate chocolates too !! the weather was darn hot can. and my section ended up standing fer the whole thing. overall. it was alright. they played well. and i'm proud of them. which is good. yes. it was a short performance. no one was like paying attention lahs. arghs. waste time. and the food they gave us. wasnt that nice. kies. at least there was something to eat ? oh wells. headed back to school after that. we crapped again. but fell asleep for half the journey. the trumpet section was terribly noisy. gosh. never stopped talking can. goodness. yeap. brought all the things back to the band room. and found our air con to be leaking. one good thing. i've graduated. so not much complains about the air con. heh. yupps. headed to town for sushi with delle. mardz. xiao wei and cheang. they were funny. altogether we had 23plates of sushi. they went off the ps. while i went back home.
came back. bathed and change then out again. wenta clementi to meet charlene. then we went off to pams place. reached there saw many people. err lets see. jo. agnes. jia yi. heather. yvonne. liyi. shui jing. germaine. candice. hui ling. karteka. kim. mia. phy. dan. luie marcia and her friend. right. sorry if i missed anyone out. yupps. some played mahjong. the rest just talked. yeaps. had some walks too. plus interrogations. yeaps. was fun lahs. the talking part. yupps. i left there around 1945. yups. had to be home for dinner. met my aunt on the way home. she came over for dinner too. yupps. didnt do much after that. just watched tv and stoned. slept around 1am.
today.
i woke up really late. a few times lahs. but offically at 1+pm. gawd. was darn tired i think ? and since i didnt have anything to do. why not just slep till late. righty. yeaps. didnt really do much today lahs. just stayed home. oh. went out with dad for awhile to get something. other than that nothing. hmmm shall check and see what homework is there undone. and pack my stuffs tomorrow. theres pe but i'm lazy. sigh. and my leg hurts on and off. oh wells. shall just do pe then. dont be lazy. right.
shall end off here. will reply to tags. yeaps. take care people ! see yah all tomorrow.
novelyn - hey you. are you alright not ? drink more water and have more rest. get well soon alright. and i'm fine kies. yupps. take tons of care ! -hugs-
luie - i tagged you !! take care yah ? see you tomorrow. love ya cousin ! muah .
eUniCa - heys. happy august10 ? hahs. kkies. see ya tomorrow ! heh. take care.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 8:49 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
twentythree .
you didn't steal me away from shu fen
even if she were to come back for me
i won't want it
even if you return me to her
i won't take it
cause i won't be happy
never will
i'd rather be on my own that way
i don't know what you're thinking
cause you never once told me
so can you please tell me
haix
cantichoosewhoiwanttobewith
andwhoilove
itsmyownworldandmydecision
whybotherfor
hatethisdarnfuckingworld
itsbloodyunfair
crushed
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 3:19 PM
Saturday, August 07, 2004
bored .
alright. i'm superly bored now. nothing to do. hahs. entertain me ? right. thatx lame.
anyway. yesterday first ? didnt update cos i dozed off to sleep real early. hahs 9 plus i think ? gawd. think i was darn tired. hahs. kkie. so yesterday was national day celebration in school. i went school late. everyone was there nagging. hahs. oh wells. not many people went. yeaps. had the morning march past. was alright lahs. i could hear the two people behind me. hahs. kkie was novelyn and germaine. heh. i played some wrong notes. cos i was concentrating on the bass drum ? hahs. yahs. the concert part was okay. i played something wrong. like totally obvious can. my goodness. heard the recording and i was like die die. hahs. horrible lahs. but yah. the band improved. really. good job people ! hope it'll be the same on monday. yes ? mrs kong, mrs poh, miss martens complimented. hahs. and miss goh too. shocking. hahs. hmmm there was this sing a long thingy. and everyone joined in. wonders why do we sing louder in such events then singing the national anthem and that never changing my people my home ? hahs. totally.
after the the celebration. i wenta do that stupid mock test with mich and cousin. pam and phy went home. lazy. hahs. i just made up my own story. and yes. i fell asleep too. hahs. tired lahs. and i didnt know how to do that paper either. yeaps. after the social studies and geog paper ended. we went town. had mos fer lunch. then went fareast for hair cut. met geral too. when we were leaving. met wei ling, gerrie and yee wai. wei ling got her hair cut too. i went popular to get charlenes geog book then headed home. tired.
didnt do much when i got home. just bathed. had dinner. then listen music and fell asleep. hahhs. woke up around 1+ am. was freezing. hahas. replied some smes then went back to lala land. tell you i didnt have a good dream lahs. hahs.
kk. enough about yesterday. today was supposed to go fer band. but i was too tired ta get outta bed. mum woke me up around 6+. but i told her i dont wanna go fer band. hahas. the next time i woke up was around 9 something. yeaps. had breakfast. then wenta bathe cos i was supposed to see the sinseh. but went i got there. it was closed. happily. so yah. wenta meet mum at town. she wenta change some money. cos shes going away tomorrow. went to taka to get some stuffs. then headed home. i wanna get new perfume. hahs. i saw one. and i think i wanna get that one. wheee. cant wait. hahahs.
yah. i wenta see the sinseh around 6. was painful man. but i feel better now. which is good ! i tahan it lahs. hahas. kies. didnt do much after that lahs. till now. boring !! i wanna watch the notebook. it's said to be nice. hahs. hope to watch it ?
alright. think i typed tons of nonsense already. end here lahs. kkies.
take care people !!
*replies -
anon - who are you ?! anyways the leg is feeling better. thanks.
Nate - i'll relink you. yeaps.
eUniCa - hahas. thanks !! -hug
novelyn - heh. thanks !! great job on the performance yah ? hope monday will be better ! -smilex- take care. and i'll see you on munday -hugg
valerie - thanks. i'm fine. heh. (: leg feels better too. take care yahs ? -hug
mardi - hahs. kkies. i'll link you. and is your neck better ? hope so. will see you on monday kies ? take loads of care. and please. cheer up kie ? love ya. -hugs-
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:13 PM
Thursday, August 05, 2004
depressed.
leg's irritatin me.
fucking hate it
so not in the mood.
didnt even study.
ifileavethisworldtonight
willanyonerememberme
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:18 PM
tired out .
alright. i'm superly tired now. really. think all the band pracs are making me tired. gosh. well at least they're all ending soon. like finally !! hahs. need a good rest. been playing the instrument darn hard. manz. and every where aches ? including the chest, heart area. gawd. i'm getting old. hahs. well. hope all the hard work pays off. hehs. plus my leg's hurting. hahs. oh wells.
okay. i'm lazy to blog about yesterday. shall just go on to today instead. hahs. had geog early in the morning. and she was just not in the good mood again. like nonsense can. i did my work lahs. she wanted me to stand cos she says i anyhow did it. like what the hell. at least i have the main points in them what. arghs. kkies. had ss next. i studied a little for the mock tmr. a little only. hahs. yah. then was accounts. she taught us a new topic. so far still alright. not that difficult. yup. then was recess. after that biology. she went on about respiration. boring lesson. was eating chocolates. hahs. gerrie too. heh. next was english. did the same compre. she asked us to complete it. nothing much happened. was maths last. had this algebra test. goodness. i can just fail. mrs fung is so gonna kill me. big time nagging from her next maths lesson. she still wants to give more tests. hais. sian arhs !! bleah.
kkie. after school went for band. again. had march pass rehearsal. was so hot can. feet were burning. hahs. mr yeo is nonsense. i dont understand why we didnt have the rehearsal with the school in the morning. what nonsense 'surprise' is that. hahs. rubbish. stayed on for prac after that. and eating m&m's too. hahs. yeaps. left there around 1630. headed home after that. darn tired. and sleepy !
will be having dinner soon. and shall study for tomorrow's mock after that. need to sleep early today. cos we have to be in school at 0630 ?! haix. madness can. i think i'll be late lahs. hahas. kkies. gotta go ! i'm hungory !! take care people. and all the best for tomorrow's performance kkies. do your best ! but i doubt many people will be at school. other than those involved ? hahs.
I wanna be with you . If only for a night . To be the on who's in your arms to hold you tight . I wanna be with you . There's nothing more to say . There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way . I wanna be with you .
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 7:10 PM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
.
depressing. so nonsense. i typed out the whole thing and my com went mad. sighs. shall just update tmr. reply to taggs first.
novelyn - heyys. great you're playing. hahs. you must be darned happy right ? heh. good good. play well kkies ? hehs. yeaps. see ya at band tmr !! take care !
shu fen - yeaps. you fell too ? ok . like how ? anyways. take care yeah ..
wei ling - heys. hahs. i'll take good care of my no-more sexy leg. hahas. kkies. you too. take care !!
luie - cousin !! hahas. i'll take care of my leg. hehs. you take care too !
oSIX(: - heyyss. thanks fer tagging. hehs. will take care. you also !!! hahhas. -huuugggggssss- (:
not from stc - may i know who you are ?! if i'm not wrong. this is the second time you tagged. the last time was hiiiii ... right ...
kkkies. thanks for your concerned about my leg. hahs. it still kinda hurts. but yahs. hope to recover soooonn ? hahs. take care people ... update tmr .
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:34 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
poor leg . hahs .
kkies. i'm gonna study after i type this. manz. i'm darn sleepy and tired now. tiring day. hahs.
anyways. school was alright. had 2 free lessons this morning. didnt do anything. was sleepy. then had chemistry. she let us taste wine and beer. hahs. cool. for learning of alcohol lahs. heh. yeaps. then was recess. followed charlene to the f&n room to get somethings. yeaps. then went for geog. mrs chua sprained her leg. terrible. she's on clutches. kies. or crutches ? i dont know. but anyways. she wasnt in a good mood. not really. she punished me. hahs. had to stand for a little while. hahs. kkies. then had maths. she did the same things again. going through work we dont know. boring lahs. hahs. then was chinese. that cheena woman was totally mad. kept on nagging and nagging non stop can. wah lao eh. horrible is the word. she was in sucha bad mood lahs. total madness. cant stand her lorhs. jia lat. yeaps. then was cme. didnt really do anything. the teacher let us use the computers there.
after school. met mardi. then went for band. had rehearsal for the national day celebration. there's another one tomorrow. sians. kies. the rehearsal didnt go that well. had to stay on for practice. haiyos. bad day at band. well not that good lahs. shant elaborate. yeaps. tiring day i must say. left school around 6 i think ? cant remember.
kkies and i fell. poor leg. was on my way home. and i dont know what happened ? hahs. total maluation can. gawd. and theres pe and rehearsal tomorrow. how ?! hope my leg can take it. it doesnt look that bad. was darn painful earlier. but better now. hahs.
yupps. kkies. gotta go now. wait mum scold. continue later. take care people !!
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 8:11 PM
Monday, August 02, 2004
monday .
finally the title became smaller.
kkies. nothing much happened today. bored lahs. shant go into much detail. all i know that i was super sleepy. and i didnt know what was going on. started a bad morning. the rest of the day. haiya. i dont know lahs.
after school went down to the band room to get scores. gonna play for the march pass i think. i memorized it like halfway already. shall continue tomorrow or something. haix. but heard that novelyn and yating cant play ? cos there were too many people ? shall talk to swee ling about it then. haix. terrible lahs. shall just see how it goes. maybe let them play or something. yeaps.
wanted to stay for practice. but skipped the idea. went tiong instead. had lunch at ljs. then went to holland village to get something. then cold storage to get chocs to entertain myself. yeaps then came back home. darn tired. slept almost immediately.
yahs. didnt really do much lahs. did my maths homework then stoned. mardi was sweet lahs. heh. there's rehearsal tomorrow. hopefully it'll be fine lahs. and yah. hope all of them can play. kkies. i dont know what to say. end here lahs. try to sleep then. been having sleepless nights. sighs. take care ..
*novelyn - will talk to her yahs ? dont be pissed lahs. will try asking her to let you play kies ? or it'll be unfair. dont worry kie. yeaps. and really sorry for not going fer sectionals today. make me sound so mean. cheat your feelings. kkies. i wont do it again alright ? sorry about that yah ? take care !! -hugg
turst.
thats what i have.
in you.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:32 PM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
sunday . bored .
heys. finally the first of august. a new month. hahs. can put the worries of my handphone bill aside fer now. and it's a month closer till the year ends. and a month closer to the big exams man. also a month closer to graduating. haix. hate the thought of it. kkies. i'm stuck home all day. didnt go out at all can. haix. i've been using the computer for quite a long time. mum asked ta study. but yah. i didnt. dont want to. terrible. just a break fer today lahs.
anyways. i woke up around 11 today. but once at 7 and 9. yeaps. couldnt sleep last night. dont know why. been like that. haix. kkies. had breakfast then lazed around. wenta bathe. after that came online. was msn-ing lahs. and a lil blog surfing. nothing really much. right up till now. i'm bored !!! shall find something to do then.
okay. and i was thinking shall i play for the march pass on national day celebration in school ? but i have to memorize the piece first. 20 bars. i havent seen the piece in a long time and i didnt practice. how ? shall just pick the piece up tomorrow then decide. if i can memorize the piece in time. i'll play. if not. then wont play. since i'll be playing in the concert too. yeaps.
kkies. shall end off here. take care people.
at night
you visit me in my dreeams
and i hate the sun
because it seperates us
it pulls you away from me
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 6:49 PM