Monday, January 31, 2005

strange .
it's 2 in the morning
last day of the first month in 2005
and i'm bright awake
it is bad
cos i havent been sleeping well
arghs

so yeah
i'm peeling
it's itching
and yesh
it does hurt too
gosh
i cant stand it larr
oh wells
i'm trying to tahan here
heh heh

kkie
i've got work tomorrow
stupid timing
1700 till 2200 can
it's a short five hour thing
but i'd just be rotting again
sighs
and hopefully not
feeding mosquitoes
i dont want to

anyhows
thats about it
nothing much
i have ta blog about

so yeah
takecare people


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 2:02 AM


Thursday, January 27, 2005

+ dear #23 +
_ here I go
scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
you are my only one _

happy
seventh
month
anniversary !!


yesh. after a kinda long wait. we finally came to this day. 7 months ! real long time. and yeah. i'm loving you more and more each time. seriously. though we didnt actually start off well. but yeah. we made it this far. and it's great that things are on the right track now.

thanks fer everything. not just yestersday. but everything from start till now. cos i know you did alot fer me. i want things to turn out well fer us. cos no doubt with it. i love you. and yeah. i'm holding on tightly to you. and i wont let you go. cos you're now mine.

so yeah. i'm chessy-er-iest. then you would be my chessy-iest-est ku ku. my one and only dear. hugs.

i'm loving you like crazy .


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 8:56 PM


Saturday, January 22, 2005


+ 4 more days . smiles +

yeapp. hung up on the phone close to half an hour ago. finally someone's home. or rather. my parents. heh. been home alone even since i got back can. so saddening. had ta settle dinner alone too. but at least i get ta rest. was super tired. hahs. that sister of mine not home yet. she power. really. not scared die i tell you.

friday .
worked from 9 till 5. finally counter can. i hated work outside. stupid. and there were loads of people too. plus with the time passing so slowly. oh man. working life is horrid. like a total routime thing larr. haiyos.
anyhows. after work headed to tanjong beach fer my cousin's solemnalisation things. correct me if the spelling is wrong. yeah. it was nice. the place and all. plus the sunset too. heh. the night view was good i tell you. hahas. yep. food wise. was great too. stayed there till 10 something before going home. was tiring larr.
came back bathed and talked on the phone with dear till 1 plus then wenta sleep.

today .
woke up early. had work. today 11 till 7. work today sucks big time lorr. gosh. hated it okay. it's like they keep on nagging and nagging. when they themselves dont do anything too. like what is this larr. stupid. darned irritated can. wah lao. yeah yeah. thank goodness i dont hafta work till thursday. and the bast thing. thursday i wont even need ta be there. ha. coolness.
after work i had nowhere to go. parents were at my granny's house and mich was out. so i got dinner and went back home straight. was tired. needed a rest. yups. so now everyone's back already. ohwells. i'm tired. wanna go sleep. stupid mosquitoes. arghh. i'm like itching all over please. sucks.

kkie. enough of all the complains. wanna turn in already. takecare everyone.


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:54 PM


Thursday, January 20, 2005

caught up .
reality is placed right infront of you
yet you feel like it is a dream
or someone playing tricks on you
have you ever wondered why some things happen this way
and not the other


yup yup. got off the phone not long ago. i'm currently in a weird situation. sighs. it's not me. but anyways. let's not go there for now.

tuesday .
was a boring day. woke up really late. was tired i guess. yah. stayed home and did nothing till about 3plus. went holland with my sister ta eat something. then we took a walk. never been inside the shopping centre. there were a number of new shops too. yah. went to cold storage. got some food stuff from there. oh and went ta find something fer cousin lu too. went back home after that. the rest of the day was spent on tv and the phone too. slept around 2+ i think.

wednesday .
let's see. i wokr up late too. actually a few times. but only got out at 11 ? yup. mich went to work early that morning. so yeah. went town. me phy first at 1230. reached on time. but she wasnt that in a good mood though. glad that she's better now. yup. then luie came. kinda late. we walked. talked. catched up on alot. all the updates. now you know why i know so much right. heh. kkie. yee wai came too. miss that girl. as funny as before. hahs. we had marche fer lunch + tea. sat there for a long long time. talked alot of rubbish can. hahs. but it was nice and i enjoyed the talks. it's been long since we hung out together. yeah. walked slowly down to ps. and heading to all the levis too. cos they wanted to see something. ha. phy = walking levis ad. heh. then after that i left them at ps. had ta go work. sucks man. feeding mosquitoes. was there from like 5 till 10+. talkeed a lil whilst waiting ta get back. had a pretty long day. but was well spent. hahs. yeah. had an early night too. phy asked me ta listen to the radio end up i slept. jia lat.

today .
woke up around 9. bathed and all. left home. waited kinda long for the bus. yep. went visiting first before going fer work. was early at work today. which is good. cos the markings on my punch card is horrid. no one is as bad as me i think. die. pay sure cut man. sighs. work today ? not say very good nor bad larr. at least i survived the 8 hours well. aint that bad larr. had people to talk to all the way. lucky me. after work went ta find mich with three other girls. hah. kkie. stayed there for quite some time before leaving. waiting awhile fer the bus to arrive. got home. had dinner. then bathed. use the computer. talked on the phone. and now blogging. sian right. life's like a routine. some what un-interesting. oh wells.

anyhows. got to go. tomorrow's gonna be a long long day fer me. yeah. so take care everybody. love loads.

+ it's just 6 days away . +


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:57 PM


Monday, January 17, 2005

whhheeee .
yay. kkies. kinda bored. blogspot was kinda screwed earlier. so yeah. hopefully i'm able to post this up. i'm still trying ta fix the layout thing.

oh gosh. my brother is going to hong kong tomorrow and i didnt know that ? hahas. totally. thats how much i talk to him. and how often i see him. i just found out from my mum. goodness me. he's leaving tomorrow afternoon and coming back this friday afternoon. hahas.

anyhows. when did i last update again ? let's see. 12 january. kkie.

thursday .
was supposed to go back stc. but didnt due to last minute changes. so went lunch with parents then stayed home till 5plus. went to holland ta get something fer my mum. then went to the back as well. after that went down town to meet dear. but she was late. had something on before that. saw andre and her friend claire. so was with them fer a short while. went tangs and saw gerrie. wei ling and joanna too. hahas. missed them. long since i last saw them. heh. yesh. and dear happily made me have dinner alone. hmph. heh. then we walked around. town was boring. didnt really ahve much to do. hahs. left around 9plus. she went boom boom room ta watch kumar. hahs. yep.

friday .
worked in the morning from 0730 till 1530. darn early. super tired larr. hahs. anyhows. met dee and dear at bugis. was with them fer a short while. they were getting clothes fer new year. heh. yep. then jenny came. she was super funny please. hahahs. shhh. kkie. supposed to go town and meet my cousin. and i was late. so she left. gosh. i had ta go to the hospital alone. my grandmother was there. went visit her. yep. waited fer mich to come. then had dinner with her there. by the time i got home was around 10plus i think.

saturday .
worked from 0930 till 1800. mich waited fer me to knock off. was a busy day at work. and i was entertained by the new paper too. read everything inside. hahas. kkie. someone lost a handphone. another asked me ta help him keep something till groups of people arrived fer some treasure hunt thingy. another group of people came ta ask about some discount fer admission. gosh. had ta like keep making phone calls larrr. so troublesome. but well. it's better cos time passes faster. till i had ta rush to clear things up. heh. kkie. after work went town to meet my mum. aunts and cousin, seven women looking at watches. hahas. supposed to find a wedding gift fer my cousin. yep. had dinner after getting the watches then went to the hospital ta visit my grandmother. on our way back aunt called. said she met in an accident. good thing it wasnt that serious. yeah. so mich and i stayed over fer a night there. since she was staying alone. yep. and i didnt get to sleep. gosh.

sunday .
morning went fer breakfast. came back. help clean up the house in the afternoon. then lazed around a lil. went to ntuc ta get some food stuffs. came back. watched tiger cup. and yea. singapore won ! hahas. kkie. parents came to pick us up. came home. then bathed. and slept around 12+. was tired.

today .
was off. woke up late. like 11. when dear called. heh. super sleepy can. heh. yep. watched some tv. wenta bathe. then met up with my aunt fer ahwile. cos she did the mri scan. was waiting fer report. so accompanied her for awhile. then met dear. tiff and cheryl. oh and another two more people whom which i'm not sure of their names. yea. walked around far east. then to ceni. sat at rocky's fer awhile. went to meet janice. was at heeren. took neos. walked to the mrt station. they left fer work. and i went back home. had dinner. and went online.

yupyup. thats more or less about what's been happening. i dont quite have good memory. but yeah. i tried to recall as much as i can. heh. so yeah. i'm done updating. shall be off then. take care people ! =)

+ dear .
thanks fer yer present ! smiles.


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:08 PM


Wednesday, January 12, 2005

mid week .
heys. had work today. was early. much much earlier than yesterday. even though i took the same 166 bus which came later. ha. cos the next two buses were on time. yep. so no nagging larr. ha.

anyhows. today's work was ultra boring please. i totally did not have anything to do larr. even the sales were very bad. practically rotted there can. ended up like whacking mosquitoes. and earning myself some mosquito bites in return. goodness me. work just suck. the only good thing there's air con and music. the radio is getting boring though. they play the same songs everyday. thank goodness the mp3 saved me. hah.

came back home straight after work. took a bath. feeling much better. away from the itch. i'm off tomorrow. heh. then out of that boring place on friday. posted elsewhere. but saturday going there again. sunday off. yup. will be going granny's house. i planned the off days fer the following two weeks but keep forgetting to tell them. i have to soon. before the new schedule comes out. yah.

life's been boring !! cant stand it. i still miss school. or rather just all my classmates. sighs.

ohwells. it sucks larrr. shall get going now. i feel a lil sleepy already. ha. takecare everyone. love.


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 8:54 PM


Tuesday, January 11, 2005

boredom .
i'm chao bored please. oh wells. shall just update larr.

sunday .
went to work. yeah. was alright. had someone to talk to. so wasnt really boring. time passed fast. which was good. business that day was good too. ha. better than the nft takings. heh. yep. after work went straight home. to find just my sister home alone. ha. she finished work an hour earlier than me. lucky her. ha. the rest of sunday was spent lazing around using the computer. and tv. yep. turned in around midnight.

monday .
was off. went kovan with mel ong. she wanted to work at topshop. so went fer the interview with her at wing tai. lucky her. the person called her back within 3 hours. now she's no longer jobless. fast aye. she's lucky. cos she's like always job hopping. but gets another job quick. ha. after the interview we went down town. had macs. saw phy. denise and kwok as well. plus this guy that they work with. yeah. mel met her ex colleagues. stayed and talked fer awhile then we left town together. went back home early. mum's asking me to find clothes fer chinese new year. and i have yet to think of what ta wear. maybe just a rough idea ? i dont know. shall go shopping soon ! ha. i cant wait. bleahs. yeah. the usual. spent remianing of monday slacking. tv and online. oh and phone too. slept a lil late. close to 2am.

today .
went to work. was alone today. so hadta entertain myself fer 8 hours. everything went well. no mistakes which was cool. ha. i was slightly late in going to the office though. cos the bus didnt want to go off. damn. so yeah. got nagged at a lil. hopefully i'll be on time early. well i was initially early larr. but due to unforseen circumstances. i was slightly late. ha. so i just switched between mp3 and radio the whole day. supposed to get some newspaper to read. but didnt manage to larr. break was super early. didnt really eat. went to the beach fer awhile. today's weather was good. ha. yep. erzi called me whilst working. heh. caught up a lil with her. and yesh. we need to meet up. hopefully soon ? heh. i miss my erzi can. bleahs. and my nephew is nice. she said when she learns how to do alteration. she'll sew up something fer me. heh. cousin ! if you're reading. i'll try getting next wednesday off so that we can all go out okay ? will tell you guys about it. heh. i got home around 7pm today. watched the last episode of happy fish. yeah. then came online till now. will be off afer i'm done with this. i wanna go visit stc. but the school rules. darn. i dont know when can go back though. shall see.

yup. sorry i typed everything together. i'll be off now. will update sometime soon then. takecare. hugs.



+ i dont want another pretty face
i dont want just anyone to hold
i dont want my love to go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul
you're the one i wanna chase
you're the one i wanna hold
i wont let another minute go to waste
i want you and your beautiful soul +


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 9:41 PM


Saturday, January 08, 2005

tummy war .
kkie. i'm supposed to be at work tomorrow morning at 0930. and i'm still bright awake. if tomorrow's work is boring i'm dead. gotta tahan till 1730 before i pack up. and only get ta leave at 1800 ++. goodness.

cramps larr. it sucks.

oh wells. i've been staring blankly into this squared screen and sitting on this chair fer a long long time. argh. hate it. bad bad headache.

oh and i watched chucky. go watch it. it's funnaye. and groosss.

yupp.

+ dear.
please take care and have more rest. get well soon kie. hugs. loveyou.


m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 1:06 AM


Thursday, January 06, 2005

yay .
well well. i'm finally back online. hah. going online doesnt seem than interesting anymore though. guess everyone's busy aye.

so. we're in the 6th day of 2005. ha. and out of six days. i've been sick fer almost 3 of it. gosh. still i wenta work. oh wells. at least i got my pay fer the first 7 days. which is about nerly 2 weeks of work ? cos i don work every single day. the pay isnt that great after all. at least i'm 20 bucks richer than mich ! ha.

start of new year was good. watched kungfu hustle. ha. my last movie of 2004 and first of 2005. lalala. but i spent the morning orking my arse offf till 10pm that night. bleahs. tiring okay. boring.

sunday had dinner with relatives on my dad's side. plus people whom i never seen in my entire life. total aliens to me. ha. dinner was ultra boring larr. gosh. yah. than i got sick at night.

monday only went out to see the doctor then stayed in bed all day. lazy to even get outside larr. was feeling horrid. sighs. i took off on tuesday. dear came and visit me. heh. and i was like sleeping. sorry . hahas. tired larr. i think she was darned bored. oops.

yup. went back to work on wednesday. didnt feel that good. but stayed on till my shift ended. simple rotted there. was at fort siloso. so not many people around. ha. there's air con. radio. telephone. everything was good except. there was only one chair. me and the person i worked with took turns to sit there whilst the other was on the floor resting. heh. think the place is meant fer one person to work only larr. cos i'm still learning. so no choice. ha. the guy had to work without air con cos i was saying that it's cold. heh. oh. and we earned $4. split 2 each. haha.

today ! went back stc fer a lil while. picked son up then headed to town. hardly saw any teachers cos today's meeting day. so yeah. cant really meet anyone. will go back another day then. yeapp. was in town fer the rest of the day. yah. came back around 8.

yah. thats about all lar i think. dont quite remember. anyways.. i will try updating soon. when i feel like it. lazy larr. blogging is getting bloring. somehow. heh. yupyup. those in school. take care. have fun. and enjoy school life. and those outta school. miss ya all. work hard. have fun still and take care too ! hahs.

gotta go. byesss.


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