Saturday, April 30, 2005
s i g h .
well well.
i got back from work.
was busy today.
dsarned tired.
didnt sleep much.
sucks.
it's a saturday.
waking up early.
going to work is bad enough.
now home alone too.
rawks doesnt it.
anyways.
it's the last day of april.
fast isnt it.
well yeah.
i'm so bored.
life's boring.
i'm turning eighteen really soon.
am i supposed to look forward to it.
getting older and all the crap.
without much of a freedom.
sighs.
i want school to start soon.
i cant take it anymore.
life's a torture.
i'd rather keep myself busy.
keep my brains working fer school.
and nothing else.
i'm like gonna sit in the air con room now.
blast the music out.
and go sleep.
what else.
life's such a pain in the arse.
i'm tired of thinking.
s i g h .
well well.
i got back from work.
was busy today.
dsarned tired.
didnt sleep much.
sucks.
it's a saturday.
waking up early.
going to work is bad enough.
now home alone too.
rawks doesnt it.
anyways.
it's the last day of april.
fast isnt it.
well yeah.
i'm so bored.
life's boring.
i'm turning eighteen really soon.
am i supposed to look forward to it.
getting older and all the crap.
without much of a freedom.
sighs.
i want school to start soon.
i cant take it anymore.
life's a torture.
i'd rather keep myself busy.
keep my brains working fer school.
and nothing else.
i'm like gonna sit in the air con room now.
blast the music out.
and go sleep.
what else.
life's such a pain in the arse.
i'm tired of thinking.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 5:16 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
cherish .
yupp.
i'm currently slacking my arse off at home.
it's my rest day today.
so yeah.
pretty boring though.
heading to town laters.
fer my eye check.
it hurts and i dont know why.
oh wells.
i'm tired.
end off here then.
takecare people !!
cherish .
yupp.
i'm currently slacking my arse off at home.
it's my rest day today.
so yeah.
pretty boring though.
heading to town laters.
fer my eye check.
it hurts and i dont know why.
oh wells.
i'm tired.
end off here then.
takecare people !!
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:27 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 12:21 AM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
all smiles .
-grins.
today rawks.
seriously.
i had a good good day.
heh heh.
tigger smells good.
and it's sho cutes.
cant stand it.
but my dear is definately better.
hahahas.
wheeee.
ten months !!
can you believe it ?
well it's true.
ten months.
it so rawks.
all smiles .
-grins.
today rawks.
seriously.
i had a good good day.
heh heh.
tigger smells good.
and it's sho cutes.
cant stand it.
but my dear is definately better.
hahahas.
wheeee.
ten months !!
can you believe it ?
well it's true.
ten months.
it so rawks.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 11:21 PM
all smiles .
it's the 26th.
it's the 26th.
it's the 26th !!
gosh.
i'm happy.
really i am.
i cant wait.
it's gonna be good.
wont it.
-grins.
[[ iloveyou kayen ]]
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 1:46 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
lalalalalas .
to my darling husband.
iloveyou
imissyou
iwantyou
ineedyou
and to heather.
happy birthday !!
yup.
dear and i came across his book at kino.
freaking cute.
and totally funnaye please.
hahahs.
oh.
and i'd be having an interview fer a course at nafa.
wish me luck please ?
it's gonna be a long day.
working till 2300.
ahh !!!
shall turn in now.
goodnight.
lalalalalas .
to my darling husband.
iloveyou
imissyou
iwantyou
ineedyou
and to heather.
happy birthday !!
yup.
dear and i came across his book at kino.
freaking cute.
and totally funnaye please.
hahahs.
oh.
and i'd be having an interview fer a course at nafa.
wish me luck please ?
it's gonna be a long day.
working till 2300.
ahh !!!
shall turn in now.
goodnight.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 12:38 AM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
grumbles .
yesh.
some heartless girlfriend.
in lalaland already.
-pouts.
guess she's tired.
oh wells.
birthday greetings !!
happy eighteenth birthday to geraldine.
and
happy fourteenth birthday to germaine // nuer.
hugs both tightly.
smiles and have a great day !!
loves.
and to my egoistic other.
iloveyou
geralyne kaye
ong su teng
grumbles .
yesh.
some heartless girlfriend.
in lalaland already.
-pouts.
guess she's tired.
oh wells.
birthday greetings !!
happy eighteenth birthday to geraldine.
and
happy fourteenth birthday to germaine // nuer.
hugs both tightly.
smiles and have a great day !!
loves.
and to my egoistic other.
iloveyou
geralyne kaye
ong su teng
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 1:10 AM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
damnit .
happily.
i came across a blog that has the same tamplate as me !
what the hell.
sorry i do not like that person.
so yeah.
shall find a new one.
crap.
damnit .
happily.
i came across a blog that has the same tamplate as me !
what the hell.
sorry i do not like that person.
so yeah.
shall find a new one.
crap.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 9:08 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
oh boy .
so let's see.
i've got the long awaited package.
like i should be happy i know.
to temasek.
a school that i wont mind going.
but i would be rajecting it.
cause it's diploma in information technology.
a course that i wont want to take.
i simply dont have an interest in.
sighhh.
wei she mo !!
so unfair please.
i wanna enjoy poly life everyone else.
damn it larr.
it sucks.
nothing in this whole wide world dont mean a thing.
if i aint got you with me baby.
oh boy .
so let's see.
i've got the long awaited package.
like i should be happy i know.
to temasek.
a school that i wont mind going.
but i would be rajecting it.
cause it's diploma in information technology.
a course that i wont want to take.
i simply dont have an interest in.
sighhh.
wei she mo !!
so unfair please.
i wanna enjoy poly life everyone else.
damn it larr.
it sucks.
nothing in this whole wide world dont mean a thing.
if i aint got you with me baby.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 8:37 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
one of a kind
wheeee !
if you havent got the news.
band received a silver medal fer the year's SYF !!!
yesh i'm darned happy please.
i'm proud of all of them.
whether you play or not.
i'm happy fer you guys.
great job !!
and fer one thing.
miss goh wont hafta say bout band again.
hahahs.
am i not right here ?
-smiles-
okies.
work today was ultra boring please.
i totally did not have anything to do at all okay.
just sat there and rotted.
they're paying me fer nothing okay.
gosh.
anyhows.
this stupid man came with like five girls with him can.
my goodness larrr.
men ..
ahhahahas.
well well.
tomorrow there's like work.
at night can.
sobs.
cant watch my tv.
next week also lorr.
crap.
oh wells.
record.
no choice.
heh heh.
yupps.
shall be off then.
will update again soon.
loves.
one of a kind
wheeee !
if you havent got the news.
band received a silver medal fer the year's SYF !!!
yesh i'm darned happy please.
i'm proud of all of them.
whether you play or not.
i'm happy fer you guys.
great job !!
and fer one thing.
miss goh wont hafta say bout band again.
hahahs.
am i not right here ?
-smiles-
okies.
work today was ultra boring please.
i totally did not have anything to do at all okay.
just sat there and rotted.
they're paying me fer nothing okay.
gosh.
anyhows.
this stupid man came with like five girls with him can.
my goodness larrr.
men ..
ahhahahas.
well well.
tomorrow there's like work.
at night can.
sobs.
cant watch my tv.
next week also lorr.
crap.
oh wells.
record.
no choice.
heh heh.
yupps.
shall be off then.
will update again soon.
loves.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 7:37 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
rahh-ness .
gosh.
rejection is bad.
it's sad ta get rejected from someone.
ish worst when you're rejected from a school too.
any schools ta recommand me ?
ha.
i'm searching fer one now.
yesh dear.
i'll start thinking of what i wanna do.
kie.
rahh-ness .
gosh.
rejection is bad.
it's sad ta get rejected from someone.
ish worst when you're rejected from a school too.
any schools ta recommand me ?
ha.
i'm searching fer one now.
yesh dear.
i'll start thinking of what i wanna do.
kie.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 7:09 PM
retarded-ness .
hmmm.
fency typing without the keyboard.
just the on screen keyboard.
how cute is that.
hahas.
i still managed it though.
i'm at lost of words as to what ta say.
shall be off then.
i'm half awake now.
heh.
later.
takecare.
much love.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 1:10 AM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
luie's day .
happy birthday luie !!
bleahhhs.
doesnt it feel good being eighteen.
heh heh.
have a great day alrighty.
=))
loveloads.
luie's day .
happy birthday luie !!
bleahhhs.
doesnt it feel good being eighteen.
heh heh.
have a great day alrighty.
=))
loveloads.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 1:20 AM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
.
did i hear you right
cause i thought you said
lets think it over
you have been my life
and i never planned
growing old without you
shadows bleeding through the light
where a love once shined so bright
came without a reason
dont let go on us tonight
loves not always black and white
havent i always loved you
but when i need you
you're almost here
and I know thats
not enough
but when i'm with you
i'm close to tears
cause you're only almost here
i would change the world
if i had a chance
oh wont you let me
treat me like a child
throw your arms around me
please protect me
bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered how it hurts
havent i always loved you
bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered now it hurts
havent i always loved you
but when i need you, you're almost here
well i never knew how far behind i'd left you
and when i hold you, you're almost here
well i'm sorry that i took our love for granted
now i'm with you, i'm close to tears
cause i know i'm almost here
only almost here
ha.
i'm like so fated with that song.
keep hearing that.
gosh.
not once but twice in a day.
and a daily affair.
goodess.
my nose is driving me nuts.
i cant sneeze.
help.
.
did i hear you right
cause i thought you said
lets think it over
you have been my life
and i never planned
growing old without you
shadows bleeding through the light
where a love once shined so bright
came without a reason
dont let go on us tonight
loves not always black and white
havent i always loved you
but when i need you
you're almost here
and I know thats
not enough
but when i'm with you
i'm close to tears
cause you're only almost here
i would change the world
if i had a chance
oh wont you let me
treat me like a child
throw your arms around me
please protect me
bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered how it hurts
havent i always loved you
bruised and battered by your words
dazed and shattered now it hurts
havent i always loved you
but when i need you, you're almost here
well i never knew how far behind i'd left you
and when i hold you, you're almost here
well i'm sorry that i took our love for granted
now i'm with you, i'm close to tears
cause i know i'm almost here
only almost here
ha.
i'm like so fated with that song.
keep hearing that.
gosh.
not once but twice in a day.
and a daily affair.
goodess.
my nose is driving me nuts.
i cant sneeze.
help.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 9:14 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
my girl .
you know.
you didnt start treasuring me too late.
cause girl.
you never lost me at all.
i never dare think what it'd be like without you.
i never wanted you this badly.
not till the time i felt that i almost lost you.
i didnt know what to do.
you did alot fer me.
and i'm thankful fer effort you made.
never thought that someone would love me this much.
and change fer a person like me.
it all meant so much.
i may not say how i feel.
but i'm aware of what you done.
iloveyou.
i love you more than you think i do.
please dont doubt my feelings.
the old me might not be here anymore.
but i'm still yours.
and it stays that way.
my girl .
you know.
you didnt start treasuring me too late.
cause girl.
you never lost me at all.
i never dare think what it'd be like without you.
i never wanted you this badly.
not till the time i felt that i almost lost you.
i didnt know what to do.
you did alot fer me.
and i'm thankful fer effort you made.
never thought that someone would love me this much.
and change fer a person like me.
it all meant so much.
i may not say how i feel.
but i'm aware of what you done.
iloveyou.
i love you more than you think i do.
please dont doubt my feelings.
the old me might not be here anymore.
but i'm still yours.
and it stays that way.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 10:15 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
gloomy-ness .
the weather sucks.
yes yes.
cooling and all.
but not fully that great ?
i dont know.
i never liked rainy days.
somehow.
to you.
i saw what you left on yer blog.
i already seen it yesterday.
read ours.
left something there.
gloomy-ness .
the weather sucks.
yes yes.
cooling and all.
but not fully that great ?
i dont know.
i never liked rainy days.
somehow.
to you.
i saw what you left on yer blog.
i already seen it yesterday.
read ours.
left something there.
m e l i s s a || s i x t y f i v e 9:54 PM